=(

读了someone的blog,
得知了一件原本应该让我很开心的事，
可是当我看到另个人的回应，
我竟然开心不起来，
反而变得更沮丧
=(

真的很难过
非常的难受


我真的是无药可救了

一路顺风
take care

Happy 18th Birthday to Pei Si!!!

Finally, Pei Si is 18 !!

my wishes:
1. pass with flying colour in SAM exams and IELTS Test
my SAM exams result released already.
=)

2. get my car license.

3. the third wish should be kept as secret right? haha!

there were no cake , no candle in my 18th birthday,
but i have great friends to celebrate my birthday!

Thanks EE and Huat for accompanying me for 3 days,
from 11.12.2009 to 13.12.2009 at Subang Jaya,
because my Ielts Test was on 12.12.2009.
Although Huat complaint non-stop in those 3 days,
as if i forced him to be with me,
but it was okay
because everything seemed perfect if we were together,
that was what friendship means to me!
i received a nice dress from EE,
thanks ya EE,
i like it a lot!
Both of them meant everything to me!

sometimes i feel like sew up his wicked mouth!
~Monster huat~

~Angel EE~

The Birthday Girl !!!

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My dear Meng Lee =)
nearly one month didnt see her.
when we met on 12 dec,
both of us found that our "distance" getting greater and greater,
is she becomes taller? or me getting shorter?

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zishen created some cute pictures specially for me,
thanks ya!

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Lastly,
thanks for the wishes and presents!


Also,
someone has disappointed me!

...

this is the first post since i came back from Inti,
The most important mission right now is to get my driving license as soon as possible,
funny right? suppose i should get my license last year,
but due to my poor driving skill, uncle disallowed me to go for the test.
To me, driving lesson = scolded and nagged by uncle throughout the lesson!
so, till now, i still haven't contact with my uncle to renew my L license.
but, i promise i will get my license before the end of the year, hopefully XP
i won't disappointed u all again, ee and huat=) haha!

seriously, i prefer the previous busy life instead of staying at home and doing nothing.
But, i pretty sure i will miss my life now when i future my study in unknown place later.

Life passes so quickly, i look back the things happened in this year,
haha!
how childish and impulsive i was!
i did so many stupid, silly and funny things,
those memories leave imprints in my mind,
and i don't want to forget them either,
because those are the evidences that my thinking is getting mature.






well, here are some pictures taken during my auntie's birthday,
at Yuan Soon Restaurant.

my auntie carries her grandchild.

my cousin's son, my little cute nephew, Roy.

my cousin's daughter, Qiqi.
love her so much!

Gonna miss you guys!

End of my life in INTI University College.
had completed SAM programme,
a challenging programme,
we were like racing with the time.
my life here is so wonderful,
this is because
i have you guys to be with me!
thanks you all for being my friends!

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especially Meng Lee and Livy.
both of them are the most important people for me in Inti.
we had our lunch, dinner together everyday.
errr, no, should be every moment in Inti.
we know each other through orientation,
we were in the same group,
starting from that time,
we never separate, no matter in class or anywhere.
i can't really imagine my life here without them.
and i want to apologize to them
because i'm always being emotional,
then threw tantrum on them,
and affected they mood.
they are good listener as well!
They are so sweet!
love you two so much, vy and mini,
miss the time u two call me mei mei (mm),
perhaps we'll never see each other ever again,
however, you two always in my heart!
i mean it, my dear!

still remember this, the first picture we took, our very first hang-out in Timesquare,

playing in the rain

mini and vy, this is our song:-

仨人
郭静范玮琪张韶涵

一个人的晚餐无聊寂寞
两个朋友能开心的直说
三个人可以给你勇气
可以安慰你的失落
异口同声地说
因为有你染上新的幽默
也因为有你世界变得轻松
我们呢属于非常难得
所以尽情大声唱歌
分享每一分钟
我们拥有一个真心的朋友
(我们是真心的朋友)
就算有风吹不走我们感动
(吹不走我们的感动)
真的希望你能够永远快乐
你懂我(你懂我)
不用说(不用说)
最想看见彼此的笑容
如果能够带走乌云的天空
(你带走乌云的天空)
爬到云端我陪你继续做梦
(爬到云端我陪你做梦)
好想每天陪你看日出日落
你值得交换我
一辈子最想要完成的
美梦

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my usual presentation group, haha!
leader- Lee Kang Lian, a joker
who never failed to make me laugh

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Classmates
South Australian Matriculation 2009 January Intake

i might not very close with some of you,
and i might not a good friend
but i'm really happy to be your classmate.
we have gone through many challenges together,
while others were having their raya break,
we SAM students had to attend lecture as usual,
When others were enjoying their life,
we SAM students have to work very hard for
tons of assignments, quizzes, tests, trials and public exams.

Menglee, livy, shinyi, ee ting, wanjun, beatrice, shannon, kanglian, justin, siewkeat, ting jun, andrew, iqbal, and so on....
i'll remember all of you!
haha!

midvalley hang-out after trial

dinner

hiking
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9th Rural Camp (RC)，下乡团
under MCA 马华
a society that make my life meaningful
i have learnt a lot of things through RC,
a lot of nice friends!
thanks for accompany me during my very bad moment,
~放手也是一种拥有~
haha!


Morale group,团康组：
Leader: Darren Wong, 王家浩
Member: Peisi(me), Lee Ping张丽萍, Chee Yang李子扬, Nicholas Ng黄勇镔

BBQ

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not forgetting, my good friends in Inti,
Li Wern, Rainie, Weysing, Zishen, Brian, Nicholas, Rumesh, Daniel, Fly, guosoon, and so on.
we didn't meet up much often in the third semester,
we are not as close as we did in the first and second semester,
yet i still want to thanks you all for giving me a lot of sweet memories in Inti.



Port Dickson trip during the first sem, a memorable trip for me.

Sunway Pyramid, 14th February 2009, Valentine Day

14th June, at Aunty Jenny, Livy's birthday

Steamboat

4th July, Inti Ball

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Lastly,
nicholas, my special friend,
a guy who gave me a lot of sweet memories during first semester ONLY.
the reason i list him as my special friend is because
he is one of my good friend when i first came Inti,
then he is same group with me in RC,
he is a friend that i treated him very bad,
but he would never angry with me,
( maybe i'm not important for him,
so he don't want waste his precious time to angry?
haha!)
yup, this is why he meant a lot to me, a special friend.

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gonna miss u guys a lot!
lovesssss..

Countdown :- 3 more days to go

不争气的我
又在后悔自己曾做的决定
i miss him...

2 down, 3 more subjects to go,
biology, chemistry and psychology
3 more days to suffer

after that,

byebye to SAM!

-South Australian Matriculation-

11.11.2009 - Welcome back to M'sia, Matthew Cheong Chun Xiang!
(he said he likes his full name, because it's special. Um... special???? haha)
He said after he went to New Zealand, he just realised that M'sia is still the best,
haha, of course lar, his love one still in M'sia what. haha.

My angle rabbit- Chia Cherng bought me this souvenir from Kuching.
haha, thanks ya, i like it a lot! so sweet!
haha.
He really sayang me lor, treats me like little sister,
when i was having trial, he bought me oreo,
1 day before public exams, he called me and asked me don't study till too late,
thanks ya=)
gotta miss you a lot when i leave Inti. haha!

lastly, me, after 2 paper, miserable look !
after this week, gosh! lagi teruk!
haha!

wish me luck !
in my last 3 papers.

Happy Birthday, Babe!

Happy Birthday to You,

Happy Birthday to You,

Happy Birthday to Lycin,

Happy Birthay to YOU!!!

This post is specially for you, babe!

We are best friends since standard 1,
we played together,
you are always in good mood,
you are a friend with everyone,
because you're way so special.
i still remember vividly that u told my mum
that u wanted to bring me back to your home,
because you wanted to take care of me,
haha!
that time we were just about 9 years old.
a lot of sweet memories.

We had entered different secondary school,
but we tuition ed together,
hang out together,
celebrated each other birthday together,
once i got my PMR result,
you were the only one that i wanted to celebrate with,
we always shared our happiness with each other.

During whatever festivals, we would exchange present,
the festival packages that sold in school,
form 4, during mooncake festival,
u bought me the most expensive package,
u told me that was only for me,
because i am your special best friend,
i was so touching at that time.

One time, when i was bullied by someone,
you very angry, and called up that person,
and scolded that person.

We had loved the same guy at the same time too.
but because you are my best friend,
i gave up.
haha!
we always conteng the name of the person we admire on each other notes when teacher was teaching during tuition.
because we were in different secondary school,
we were so busy with our own activities,
so, tuition was the only time we could chit-chat with each other,
haha!
that is why we always scolded by the teacher.

My parents like you very much!
especially my dad.
you know, my dad now still always asked me about you,
how are you recently and so on.
no doubt, your parents sayang me a lot also.
that's is why i like to go your house!

After SPM, you wanted me to enter the same college with you,
you said you wanted to study and live together with me,
at that time, your parents also kept persuading me to study with you.
my father also want me to study with you,
but at last, i chose Inti,
you quite disappointed at that time,
you told me your dad then asked you to study in Inti with me,
but because Sunway is your ideal choice,
so u didn't agree,
but you promised me that we must meet each other often.

on the first few days we entered college, i was so lonely, and moody,
u called up me, u said u miss me a lot,
you said you also lonely there,
i was crying when i talked to you that time,
but u consoled me, talked to me,
made me feel better.


We have had been not seeing each other for a long long time,
the very last time we contacted each other is
you called up me few months ago,
i was so surprised at that time,
you told me that u read my blog,
and u found out that i was so unhappy , in low spirit,
you consoled me, and asked me to meet you up at Sunway,
but due to exams was approaching that time, i couldn't make it.
After that, we lose contact again.
But i still miss you a lot,
you are still in my heart, my mind.

i still have a lot of things to tell you,
i wanna tell you about my life here,
and i want to know yours.
gotta meet you after i finish my exams.

love you, babe! my love for you would never change! friendship forever!

12 years already!
we have been knowing each other for 12 years!
haha!

once again,
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!
muackkksss!

i just realised that we didn't take much pictures together =.=

2.11.2009 First day of the SAM External Public Exams

2.11.2009 (Mon) - English

5.11.2009 ( Thurs) - Maths

9.11.2009 (Mon) - Biology

11.11.2009 ( Wed ) - Psychology and Chemistry


Being so emo these few days.
Locked myself inside the room, stepped out the room only for lunch, dinner and supper.
my friends asked me how much i studied already.
i couldn't answer. because i don't know.
i did study, i did work hard,
but i don't know is it enough.
i'll try my best, fight for my future.
ohya, future, what should i take after SAM?



*few days ago*

me : mama, can i don't take IELTS?

mom : why?

me : i don't want study pharmacy lar after this.

mom : okay, then study medicine.

me : don't want.

mom : okay then, dentistry?

me : don't want don't want don't want

mom : then what you want?

me : don't know. but i don't like science lar...

mom : study science for so many years already. want give up now? ok lar, u work hard for your SAM exams first, come back home just discuss about it.


Yeah, planned to go back home on next friday!
Muar, and my sweet home,
here i come!

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